I woke up
in the morning and found myself on my cosy bed. Suddenly , I laid my eyes on
the mirror and saw my own reflection. I
started thinking for 17 years old I live in this world, did I ever utter the
words of praise to God for creating me this way. I saw the perfection in me
which I never realized I would have. Maybe,somebody would always dream to have my
life because I always wanted to have other people’s life.
‘knock.knock.’! The noises that came from the door had stolen
my thoughts. I put a lazy sight on the door.
‘Yaaa
mum,I’m awake .’ I shouted with a deep voice to ensure that my mum could hear
me answering.To let her know that I was awoken already. Later on, I forced
myself to get up and lead my way to the bathroom. As the cold water from the
shower touched my head, I could feel the calmness of the blissful morning
pierced through my mind.’ I always love when it comes to Friday morning’, my
heart whispered silently.
I rushed to
the dining table and took my breakfast hurrily. I stared at the clock and was
tremble in wrath after I saw it was nearly 10.00 a.m . All the privileges that
I have could flew away in just a few seconds. I convinced myself to stay calm
because I have another 10 minutes before my class starts.Meanwhile, I was busy
replying Hanis’s text when I got into the car. My dad started the car and ready
to get on the busy road heading to Karisma.
Along the
journey, everything that I saw was like
the normal days except for the hilarity in the morning market. People from the
nearest area flocked to the market to buy their daily expenses to continue
their life in the best way that they wished for. Kids were enjoying their
gaiety, following their parents to the market.They could not take their eyes
off the brand new toys that were been displayed by the traders. I giggled for a
second knowing that when I was at their age,I often rebelled to make sure that
I get what I want.
I blowed a
sigh of fatigue when I finally stepped on the first stair of the Karisma’s
stairway. It was a long way to go to reach the office. I claimed myself to be
late because there were no students along the stairway. Soon,I touched the door knob and slowly opened the
door. I could see Kak Ti,Kak Na and Kak Nona greeted me with a welcoming smile.
My heart thumped to the beat of enjoyment when I saw them. I literally curved a
smile and dashed to my class. Nevertheless,I need to pass the narrow hallway
before I could see my class.
All the
shoes were organized neatly.I took off my wedges and put them nicely so that
people won’t step on it. Urghhhhh! I hate it the most when people stepped on my
shoes mercilessly. Later on,I gained all my strength to open the door and
walked into the class without noticing that all of the eyes in the classroom were staring at
me.My face started to unleash the feeling of disgrace. I could feel my cheeks
were turning red. I’m blushed . Feeling like doesn’t belong to.
“Take off
your eyes from me,now!” , my heart was beating fast as I could burst into
tears. My mouth was isolated from voices. I was captured in fear.My world
shattered into pieces. No one could ever understand me even my bestfriend. They
did not know that they had stole my liveliness. I threw a stare around the
class,seeking for a place to sit.Unfortunately,there was not a single seat left
for me.
I turned
back to find a chair from the other classes. Out of the blue, I bumped into
someone when I was taking my steps forward. A sigh of relief came across my
mind when I saw Sis Marina holding a chair to give it to me. She put her
sweetest smile looking at me and lend me the chair.
“Ohh,I’m so
sorry KM.Please forgive me.” I put the the blame on me and seek for her
forgiveness.
“It’s okay
Batrisyia.Now,go and take your seat. I want to continue our lesson for today.” KM
invited me to have a seat and she walked all the way to the front.
Despite
drowning in the river of mortification, I would rather breath in the air of
satisfaction after KM coaxed me with her words and smile. Deep inside, I knew
that I was happy to see her again.
p/s : Im not good enough in making stories but I'll try to write my best.
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